Thank you for your blooded tears

Thank you for your blooded tears,
Thank you for your damned soul,
I saw, my dear, my deep eclipse,
And now my voice is growl.

What I have? And why I live?
For me I don’t believe!
Inside my window going rain,
That rain is simply thief!

Angry rain, or lucky rain –
He killed my dream tonight!
I’m so Jester, with funny my pain,
Because he broke my power to fight.