Why is soul crying

Why is soul crying?
I don't know.
I know exactly:
I had flown
Before this day,
Before this night.
It had delay,
It shouldn't fight.

But every day
And even night
It fights with love,
Should sleep but fight.

Is there anything to help
My soul to be recovered?
It shouldn't live in hell,
It just wants to be loved.

When you don't feel
Someone to come,
It seems like wheel
Will put you down.

Don't let these all
To kill your soul!
Just break this wall,
Make free your soul...

28/11/2019